Wednesday

Well,

Another day has past and I do feel better. I did email him regarding how I felt and I am coming to terms with him not calling me or caring enough to ask how I am doing.

I still do cry when I am alone but it is getting better slowly. I am still thinking in the back of my mind that he will want me back. I still will never be his friend. I refuse to. I do not want to watch him or hear him tell me about another girl or who he wants to date now.

I really hate him but love him at the same time.