Another Day

Another Day and I am still hurting and dying inside. What can I do at this point? My friends keep telling me just to move on because he has moved on. He as already forgotten me. He hasn't called or emailed me. The last email between us was about me telling him about my needs. His respond to my email was "You made valid points, we can discuss this in the future if you want to." What does that mean? Does that mean I am the one that needs to try and initiate a conversation about us again?

I feel as if I am the only one that is thinking about us, he doesn't care anymore and all I can do is try my best to just let him go and find someone else(probably African or Hispanic woman) I just can't stand the thought of him just leaving me behind, like I meant nothing. For 3 years I meant nothing to him, through all his lies about us, I still keep hoping.

I need to get over this. Everyone keeps saying I just need to keep busy but my thoughts will not let me keep him out of my mind. I just keep thinking about his last statement: "Maybe one day we can be friends." What the hell!! It just makes me so mad that he is just ready to be friends with me like the 3 years didn't mean shit.