I still hope he dies

I know I am suppose to feel better after the break up since it has been almost a year. But, I swear I still feel that he should die!! He should just die a terrible terrible painful death. I have never felt this much hate for one person in my life. IF someone told me that he got hit by a car and he was in pain before he died, I think I would laugh and say, "Well fucking good for him!" I feel so much hate for him. I mean I never really understood the expression: "A thin line between love and hate." but now I totally understand! I loved him so much and I treated that son of a bitch so well that after he dumps me and treated me like shit before and after the breakup I really hope God strikes him down dead.

The feeling of hatred has not gone away it just got stronger. I never knew I could feel so much hate for one person in my life. Honestly, everyone dislikes or hates someone but dammit I really really wish and pray that son of a bitch gets what he deserves and you know what I am sick and tired of using that stupid fake name because he asked me too! I do not care anymore! He treated me like crap before we broke up and had the nerve to yell at me and blame me because he felt I was not good enough for him when it all boiled down to that son of a bitch being a FUCKING COWARD THAT DIDN'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TREAT ME WITH RESPECT AND THREE YEARS OF MY LIFE WASTED ON THAT BASTARD WHO DIDN'T HAVE THE DECENDCY TO INTRODUCE ME TO HIS MOTHER!

I HOPE RON P. DIES A PAINFUL, PAINFUL, PAINFUL, PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL and let's not forget TERRIBLE DEATH. AND I HOPE HIS FUTURE WIFE IS JUST LIKE HIM A SELFISH LITTLE BITCH.

FUCK RON P. AND HIS MOTHER TOO.

wow, I feel a bit better.