I know a lot of people believe that karma will come back to either bless someone who has done good or the people who have done bad will have bad done to them. I don't know if I believe this since my ex has treated me bad in the past and nothing bad happens to him. He gets away with hurting, ignoring and treating me like shit but he just goes and lives his great fucking life.
Yesterday was his b-day so I called him to wish him a happy b-day. I know I should not have and I know that he would not pick up his phone since I changed my my blog address make to the originial name. He believes I am a bitch because I only did one of the two things that he wanted me to do for him. He wanted me to change his name on the blog so that HE wouldn't have to see his name to remind himself that he is a wicked person. He wanted me to change the blog link so that HE didn't know it and didn't need to look at it so that HE wouldn't feel guilty about how badly he treated me.(even though no one makes anyone look at a website) So, he will not communicate with me ever again(so I will not get my monitor money because that would require communication even though he did say he would said it after he read my monitor post..but of course it is okay for him to change his own mind but not for me to change my mind about wanting to keep my blog web address).
So, all my anger and hate towards him for treating me like crap and hurting me doesn't matter in his world. HE believes that because HE wanted to be 'my friend' meant that he was a good person and that I needed to forget all the shit he put me through. Does the universe care that he is a bastard and he treated me like a worthless person?
Nope, the universe will bless the bastard with a perfect life and I will get the crap left over.
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