Changing my mind

I changed my mind regarded changing the blog link to lisaanimelover. So, my ex texted me, (didn't have the respect to call me) to tell me that i was not being nice and that I was being a bitch because I told him i was going to change the link to the blog and I didn't.

Well, technically i changed the link to the blog, but only for a day. So, I did as I said I would for only a short period of time. I changed the son of a bitches' name on my blog but oh no..I am still a bitch because I decided to change my blog link back.

He then goes and tells me how my actions have made him realized that we will never get back together again. Mind you the about of times that song of a fucking bitch changed his mind in our relationship is pages long. He changed his mind aobut getting back together with me when he came up to see his family earlier this year. He changed his mind about me going to Atlantic city with him and his brother last year when we were still technically dating. He changed his mind about marrying me when he said that he was certain that he would. He changed his mind about a lot of things.

BUT THE ONE THING I DO WHERE I CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT A STUPID BLOG LINK...IS WHAT BREAKS THE CAMEL'S BACK. WELL FUCK THE CAMEL.

My ex is an asshole but what really pisses me off is that he is so selfish he only sees what is good for him. When he hurt me so badly and was not by my side when I was in phsyical pain, did he ask for forgivenss no...because to him me being in physical and emotional pain was something that I should get over and not his problem. To him it was not a big deal. That is how selfish he is.

Me changing my link would have made him at peace..he doesn't care about my feelings or that all he would have to do is not look at my blog! He is such a fucking bastard that I think him breaking off contact with me will help me heal more. I just hope I still get the monitor money he owes me. But, we won't hold our breathe for that one.